It's been a while since I've updated. And for very good reason. I've had kind of a crappy week and didn't feel like writing about it. Tuesday I went to lunch with Mom and she reminded me that Ryan's 'graduation is the weekend of Highland River Melees. And I really can't beg off from that, there's really no excuse that I could give that would be appropriate. I could tell them the truth, "Graduation for us homeschoolers isn't all that special, and Ryan gets embarrassed from attention anyway". But that would probably just breed some bad blood which we don't need at this point. But it still sucks because that's supposed to be a cool event, and we might have been able to go clubbing that night too. And I would have gotten to see Kate!! I may meet her in Charlotesville that Sunday if I go to practice in Isenfir. Then on that day I got a bill for some money that I owe the University, that I really shouldn't have to pay. But it's not worth fighting them over anymore because it will just hurt my credit. On Wednesday I posted something on my other journal(that I don't use very much because people I don't like read it). I was at Joe's computer and I wanted to save this one thing for later. It was called the Liberal's Creed. Pointing out a lot of inconsistencies and negativism from the left, while taking the form of their creed or pledge. Well to make a long story short; Little John posted a comment attacking me for posting that "disgusting stereotype". I replied back to him that if they are stereotypes then it's not my fault because I was just repeating things said by democrats. Amber then responds to my post with a really nasty hateful message to me. And in the same post she put an IM conversation between her and Little John saying things like "He's the ulimate asshole" and "He's bitter because he only has an associates degree and is surrounded by one of the best Tech schools in the country" and even worse things than that. I replied to her in a cordial if not even humorous way. I told her that I was basically glad she was gone and that her opinions of me mattered very very little to me. I showed the emailt to Jen Julie and Big Kate and they were ready to kill her. And while I agree that it's one of the nastiest things I've read in a while, it's pretty typical of people who think like her and have her world view. It saddens me that she is able to trivialize all the love, support and understanding I sent her way. The funny thing was when she and John were talking about how mean I was. And I have never been mean to either of them. Hell I bent over backwards to be nice to her when she was here, even when she was treating me like shit. Anyway that's one of the reasons I didn't post this week was because I wanted to tell Kate about the post before she read about it here. The last part of the message was that Amber thought Kate would hate her for posting this and that she was sorry and Kate "deserved better". That's the thing that pissed me off the most I think. Kate put up with so much crap from Amber. Amber's boytoy of the month would come up to Kate's room and tell her all about the angst Amber was going through. Amber always made Kate feel second best in most ways, especially boys. And now Amber, who was more excited to date me last year than she ever was with her many jokes she tried these past two semesters, was belittling Kate for choosing me(Amber will deny that last statement until she dies but....it's true sadly enough). But Amber is gone and has proven herself unworthy of any type of worrying that Kate or I could do. I just want Amber out of my life, I have for a while but now she's really gone. I hope she leaves Kate alone though. So anyway enough about that.
I will write more later, I'm sleepy now.